story time~

wanna know about me ??hello peeps .. im a girl who lonely in this family. not only me, my mum also very lonely.. because wat ? because my dad was passed away 4 months ago... im very sad n jealous when i saw people or my fren have a Daddy.. last Saturday was happy father day .. for who i wanna wish ? i just like to scream in my heart i love u daddy , happy fathers day daddy .. but cannot . did he hear me?? 8 JUN2012 It was my bday ... im lonely n sad.. i wanna my daddy to give me a present..so many sweet memory with him... im very miss him n tat memory... my boy fie said he wanna go out with me but he lie at me n make me more sad coz im not happy. my life is unlucky.. i hate my life now without people tat i love....now, im 17 years old..... then , my boyfie come to my house to say sorry to me... im still angry... he kiss me at lips.. haha,.. <3~ n im cold hearted~ kwang3,,~ now, i wanna fkus on my study...i want change my life... i want my ambition come true... i want CAMERA DSLR ... i wanna continue my study in multimedia at Swinburne ... ~My mum promis tat if i get a good result, she will buy me a dslr camera.. whoa!!~ i want de.
HARD OR NOT ?? i must try .. fkus n hardworking n study smart now.. terlambat nanti !!!!~ okay, i wanna go to tuition class.. papaiii peeps :)) i love my boyfie ~ x